Will

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February 15, 2019

Tenho vontades em estar ›contido‹ numa só folha, a ti.

. MONSTRUKTOR

January 29, 2019

Ainda não fiz o suficiente para mim, por mim; através de quem sigo as vontades da humildade, humilhada na base que entorpece pela falta de alma; gosto de ser mais do que só o homem que vê, miro e deixo ver, mostro; sodomia, estupro, inegável vítima da minha própria força; preso pelo pouco dos outros, pelo ócio que me condeno.

the MONSTRUKTOR

January 20, 2018

Ainda não fiz o suficiente para mim, por mim; através de quem sigo as vontades da humildade, humilhada na base que entorpece pela falta de alma; gosto de ser mais do que só o homem que vê, miro e deixo ver, mostro; sodomia, estupro, inegável vítima da minha própria força; preso pelo pouco dos outros, pelo ócio que me condeno.

the MONSTRUKTOR

January 20, 2018

Todos os dias a morte aproxima-me da verdade.

the MONSTRUKTOR

January 18, 2018

After a very long pause, recovery is beginning.

An injury is never good and it hurts more mentally than physically. It’s a real struggle, keeping will above everything else, even (managing) nutrition, while pain goes by.

It feels very, very good to be appreciated by the strangers that are reasonably aware of your path, when they seem to care and offer to help. In all simplicity and discretion I have to believe the truth of the offer since the involvement could only came from self initiative and pure kindness. I guess the world of strangers in which I live in can surprise me with positive statements sometimes…

Slow start, strong start, a start.

November 28, 2016

New week. Bad start. Great finish.

New week, closing on the sedentary expectations of a different past. Unbalanced by being the enabler of the committed self and the assurance a better, new, me. New hopes on amplitude, strength, versatility, flexibility, focus, enhancement… This unforgiving scenario is nothing but the dwell of reality and fiction being sarcastically traverse.

The bad start was true the night before. A different type of insomnia, calm, resistive and unforgiving. A clear night of no sleep. A presage of exception in this new reality, filled with activity and bonheur, where this state is no longer welcomed. Yet, it was. A different night. A calm night. A tiring night.

Morning came and the hangover, the tiredness, the lack of enthusiasm was overwhelmed by the commitment of a better life. Enough said.

Gym it was. Rough start gave way to a crescendo of will, power, discovery, limits. The end was not the expected beginning.

I have overcome defeat and contradiction with pure will power and commitment with truth. After all, everything I live by.

October 24, 2016

The sound,
the poise,
the will,
the attention,
the commitment,
the body,
the evolution,
the skin erupting,
the leg shaking from uncontrollable electric exctasy,
the thrust of a charging beast, soft and domesticated,
the commitment of awareness in every pore,
that face of titans dancing in gravitical conundrums of discovery,
that controlled delivery of self control to me. The seer of you…

the MONSTRUKTOR

June 15, 2016

Only a simple man can sustain living in voluntary poverty, enhanced by the will to give everything and more.

the MONSTRUKTOR

April 27, 2016