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Love is blind, and sometimes it should be a little bit deaf.

February 14, 2021

Para onde olhar… Para mim, para dentro ; para fora, para onde todos olham, estéticos… Para lado nenhum ou só para o lado…? Olha, mas vê, quase nem interessa para onde desde que a seguir digas o que vês! Afinal o que fitas só pode ser bom pois tenho sempre algo mais a dizer.

. MONSTRUKTOR

April 5, 2019

Experience beauty, routinely, daily, and those desperate days of everyone’s life will not affect my longevity.

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March 4, 2019

O processo de descolonização pessoal, de auto conhecimento e de emancipação ( emocional e sensorial ) define o raio de abrangência social que um novo ser { previamente em estágio humano } consegue afligir à sua volta. Ser ou fazer parte dessa consequência de outros | eis a questão ←

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February 15, 2019

Looking for the fantasy attic in Brussels #tsos #plaka #sessions #porto #iritrogoff #benjaminseroussi #oliviermarbeouf #curating #myself #egocentric #politics #structural #ethics #bohemian #researcher #hard #work #headache #thankyou #beautiful #mind #conjuntural #procedural #tessellation #contact #ines #see #you #soon #startinthemiddle (at Palácio dos Correios)
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December 16, 2018

Looking for the fantasy attic in Brussels #tsos #plaka #sessions #porto #iritrogoff #benjaminseroussi #oliviermarbeouf #curating #myself #egocentric #politics #structural #ethics #bohemian #researcher #hard #work #headache #thankyou #beautiful #mind #conjuntural #procedural #tessellation #contact #ines #see #you #soon #startinthemiddle #intellectual #brothel (at Palácio dos Correios)
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December 15, 2018

A arte de ser artista, não da arte, mas das artes, essas ardilosas variações do tema artista. Algo como, o artífice de algo artificial, astuto na medida antagónica da boa intenção e vontade ambiciosa em alcançar o que nunca será seu. O apanágio da resposta sã da evolução humana em artistices, financiadas publicamente por quem adire ao engodo, ou mesmo enganado, decide não ousar critério.

the MONSTRUKTOR

April 9, 2018

A arte de ser artista, não da arte, mas das artes, essas ardilosas variações do tema artista. Algo como, o artífice de algo artificial, astuto na medida antagónica da boa intenção e vontade ambiciosa em alcançar o que nunca será seu. O apanágio da resposta sã da evolução humana em artistices, financiadas publicamente por quem adire ao engodo, ou mesmo enganado, decide não ousar critério.

the MONSTRUKTOR

April 9, 2018

A competência não faz o artista, pois, mesmo habilitado, precisa de ver para além de si, quando procura algo para os outros.

the MONSTRUKTOR

January 14, 2018

A competência não faz o artista, pois, mesmo habilitado, precisa de ver para além de si, quando procura algo para os outros.

the MONSTRUKTOR

January 14, 2018

Finding contemplation is to allow your mind to rest at peace with the natural cycle of life. Being able to produce a contemplating life is to remarkably evolve my specie and insure the path to eternity among the crowd.

the MONSTRUKTOR

September 17, 2017

I need the world as a therapist, to listen to my vision, to be there just to see me as I am, loud, simple.

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May 24, 2016

Entering the realm of truth, within the inept depth of darkness, blind of the prosaic eyes of humans, i can prevail with my sight, made of a thousand eyes.

Empty as a spore of life, conscious of the surrounding matter and flesh, embracing the landscape as if air was not enough, searching for nothing more than everything, I see.

Do not confuse me with one of the holy, or with a sacred answer to a mystery of enlightenment or even to a miracle of proneness among humans. I am a simple man. This is my power – and the same can be said of my visions – a built one, not made of a dark mystery beyond reason or understanding, but made of and from my truth. The truth that comes to surface in the eyes of the others, from the inner core of all this doubt, searched and found from the infinite radius of curiosity that surrounds my life, and makes them discomfortable in my presence.

This is power and is also a punishment of my earthly mistakes. The ones that make me functional to all of you, but keep me from rest from the common cure. The only exit to cure, is to continue to infect myself with more and more and rearrange the order of pain. I don’t fear the pain, as I learned to identify the symptoms of faith that keep the others safe but I still need to reassure self control.

I’m walking towards the sage, i know. This entity that resides inside you all and yet, exists bravely, only within a few of the aware. This is present in me as if a self reflection in a lightless mirror, the same who resembles the far side of the darkest moon and breaks reality in the engulfing light that cures and cares. Dissonant as a perished sound I continue my quest for light through dark.

The track of my life is never set and the disdain for the end is a respectful one. I keep grabbing life without fear of death. I live life learning how to die. This path is a free gift from me, to all who crossed my anger, care, friendship or even love.

I’m not blind, i just chose to see more with my eyes closed.

the MONSTRUKTOR

December 29, 2015

the apprentice

December 24, 2015

Believe and see, everything.

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September 11, 2015

The more I open my eyes the less obvious I see what is in front of us all.

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September 5, 2015

I always think of myself as different but who doesn’t?

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August 22, 2015

Eyes are not enough to see.

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August 2, 2015

There are other ways to see.

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May 10, 2015

When walking backwards I keep looking forward.

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April 17, 2015

When you read stories I see stories.

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January 30, 2015

It’s not hard to see what others can’t!

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January 25, 2015

Only when it blooms you can see the color.

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January 23, 2015