Scarcity fills the mind with intrusive thoughts about what you do not have and without room for anything else. It denies the sense of mental health, only freedom can provide.
April 12, 2018
A howling noise, only recognized as coming of a master, ascending from his own birth; the mark of this new age of enlightenment. The product of a human, decoding the prerequisites of a larger life into the particles that enable ignorance to leave. Intense, pungent, fulfilling, erect, this is the smell of ambition and perseverance, in the mind of the man.
March 12, 2018
Agora sei que nem o tempo me acompanha. Nem no espaço nem da dimensão que sabemos existirem várias. Seja por causa ou razão humana, minha ou por minha causa, em ambas há sempre uma diferença inconciliável entre pensar, agir e de facto fazer, por mim ou em grupo. É irascível o que vejo não acontecer; insuportável na insurreição da minha vontade mas também na decadência de vê-los mirrar. Extintos, auto inflitos, aflitos, mas vorazes a reivindicar o reino do nada, dedicam tudo a não ser como eu, um titã.
March 4, 2018
When I want something to happen I have to make it happen, done my way.
December 1, 2017
Hybrid, technically adjusted and predictably adjustable.
Feeling the weight of knowledge and experience in its completion and of any demand. In every solicitation my body responses are becoming a hymn of joy and readiness, becoming a fruitful part of physical enlightenment.
Nutritional awareness, physical involvement and commitment and I am now a real and true machine. Accomplished and accomplishing whatever I set my foot us directed at.
I feel the direct path to my inner self, in just another dimension of me. The physical me.
April 17, 2017
Active as never before. Wanting to be more. Aching from all the soreness and this sureness of state.
I know resemble a newly formed foam, moulded from the sharp sides of choices and deliverance. A concrete chisel of determination, memorized and vindictive of dark nostalgia.
Growing. Physically and emotionally. A mental usability that comes with hard yet specific training.
January 31, 2017
The baseline must be clear about the essentials. Everybody must have them and I have found mine and I will carry it onwards.
This find makes me see that the biggest regret I have about normality is of not belonging to the poor standards people have about themselves. Them as a whole and as individuals. It’s so easy to set a base so much higher than people have nowadays that I wonder why people keep using the lower fascia…
It’s hard, compromising, focused dependant?… No, it’s just a simple standard. If well put it will be well used. If used accordingly will elevate not only yourself but also everyone around you. I know i have.
behind poor habits and unhealthy and self destroying actions towards myself. I have cleaned my life through my mind, my body, my relations, my belongings and i am now a much more simple human.
I have my baseline in higher grounds for a long time, but now i am able to see above and beyond them.
December 7, 2016
Running and strengthening the core part of the body, my mind.
Keep going until everything I want for me is achieved. A great stint of 5 consecutive days is done. The rest can now become the much needed truth between evolutions.
Next time, next stint, next step towards the excellency of the path taken by the body and through the mind.
Better schedule, routine, goals, improving from within, being a man of one word. Truth.
September 16, 2016
This new stint.
Made of… another five days of glorious physical and mental evolution. This is all good but, for the bar to raise and gradually get higher, I need to enhance the greatest ability of them all in training (and dedication) towards a goal: coherence.
Today (and maybe for the next four to ten days) the achievement is to achieve nothing bigger, longer, stronger or even different. It’s simply to become coherent. Intricately get to know myself, deeper, better, factually and concretely hoarding the simplicity of the goal in the complexity of the mind and body.
Cravings are gone.
Rest is rest. Good rest.
Routines are for now sane and manageable. Keep aware of the darker me regarding routines…
Here I go.
September 12, 2016
The right thing can only slingshot you forward.
When this doesn’t happen you are the wrong elastic.the MONSTRUKTOR
April 20, 2016
It’s never too soon to find the secret and crave for the infinite bloom.the MONSTRUKTOR
January 18, 2016
We’re defined by our choices, we just need to remember and put them to motion.the MONSTRUKTOR
November 29, 2015
Uncluttering myself with the simplicity of an atomic particle unfolding it’s many laws and biased rules of understanding.the MONSTRUKTOR
August 16, 2015