One king, one voice, a single light and a precise direction, dominant and enlightened, successful and achieving higher than higher expectations.
This is how i see me, how i know i affect my self awareness in the cyclic progression of my life and in the way it influences everything around.
Almost everyone i see progressing at a self inflated pace is fantasising on the this words as the normal description of their lives. Ah ha aha ahahahah… this is just the conundrum of the weak! This is the lightest thought of a doomed mind, envisioning the possibility of being able to cope with power only to fall in the ridiculousness of their own existence. How many have i seen directing truth as if it was true, and not realising the ridiculous fantasy they were directing at others. Oh, you small little people… How despair has reached you within, and in such an infected state, that you’re contaminating not only the host, but also the reality of some who seem to follow blindness itself. I pity no one, i commiserate only the time and matter they are wasting as humans.
But please don’t stop, please continue, because in that way I’m validated by my own actions and surely by all of your inactions.
August 30, 2017
Somehow I just knew I could do it.
And I did.
I changed the biggest part of my body and found the best result achievable by will alone. I made my mind, about the way I lived, was living, wanted to live and should be living. The result was not surprisingly another goal surpassed (and deserved). From the moment I felt the momentum to the enact fact of sweat and achievement I know by taste the fiber I am made of.
Pushing harder is not the only part of the process. Pushing forward makes the difference and now feels more and more comfortable each time.
The new me is not new, only an evolved conscience of the will I have to be better.
March 16, 2017