alone

Quanto mais só estás contigo, mais próximo estás de quem gostas, quando estás realmente acompanhado.

May 10, 2020

Everybody consciously make efforts not to be alone – as this would mean a failure and the lack of a recognisable group theory.

Comparisons and rapport, engagement and identifiable behaviours, routines on life as a metaphor.

January 5, 2020

Plain, ignorant, intelectual, absent, religious, vain, followers, destructive, … All of them need to be judged, not morally as would be expected, but rationally : given an insight on themselves. Self centered, ego centric and dedicated to awareness as their own insight on how disturbing this words can be when we invert their applicability.

We are used to the words “think of/for the next…” but these are not fair words anymore as they keep denying the current evolutionary status of human kind : a new collective made of individuals.

We are no more a mob of mobs, identifiable either by race, color or creed. We are present as is the time we can identify as living in, unrepeatable, peculiar, singular – one of a kind. Why do we keep trying to compare ourselves to others and become an identifiable mass again and again? Even forcing others to become a part of our mass?!

I’m not proposing eremitage, absence or even reclusion, I’m just stating the obvious and condoning all those acts of togetherness, without a specific and clear egotistic goal as the motivation to those same actions. We simply cannot deal with ourselves in the first place and try to influence others in our insecure way of being.

People are not able to be alone anymore because that means being alone with themselves and this is the only theological conundrum to discuss, not the prevailing groups.

People lie. First to themselves, then to all who choose to hear them, therefore the problem isn’t the result of the lie but the behaviour prior to the event. I don’t believe in prevention, I believe in culture and education, social training ( if you can cope with the definition ) then if one can be truthful to himself he will not promote any type of lie to others.

In a perfect world I would be just another human, a egossencial and simple one.

January 3, 2020

Poor and alone than rich and full of shit.

the MONSTRUKTOR

December 2, 2017

Maybe I’m the lion, maybe I’m not.

Either way I lead the pack, mine, yours, and some more.

This is why I’m alone on my own, the result of nothing more, but being me.

I expect no change at all.

The pictured lonely lion.

the MONSTRUKTOR

August 4, 2017

When you feel completely alone you discover the best way to find yourself in the presence of your reflexes.

the MONSTRUKTOR

March 16, 2017

When love is compromise I feel lonely free while adored by so many.

the MONSTRUKTOR

October 11, 2016

the seer

May 18, 2016

the seer

May 17, 2016

The limit of selective attention exists in the lies and excessive excuses of context. The boundaries of a fully open and shared existence is often a lie. The immature presence of some is a beacon for the felt defection of compromise.

the MONSTRUKTOR

March 2, 2016

The coarseness of the tempered truth is a consequence in them not able to detract me from following my plan. Arranged around the will of commitment, I can become anything but nothing.

the MONSTRUKTOR

March 2, 2016

Without a word, without an action, branding connections by simple existence.

the MONSTRUKTOR

February 25, 2016

the apprentice

December 24, 2015

the apprentice

December 23, 2015

Separated from time, as if I’m choosing a ignited moment of clarity to stand observant, between no past and no future.

the MONSTRUKTOR

August 25, 2015

Decrepitude of loneliness is made real only by the thoughts of others.

the MONSTRUKTOR

August 4, 2015

Finding depends on searching for something we didn’t expect we’re looking for.

the MONSTRUKTOR

April 30, 2015

I don’t, want, will, ever, for any reason, stop.

the MONSTRUKTOR

April 3, 2015

Le opened his studio at 35 and started working on his life realities. At 35 I created an entity and studium was born. Is this love, coincidence or regret? Who’s the jealous one?

the MONSTRUKTOR

March 23, 2015

All this pain and only scars to gain.

the MONSTRUKTOR

March 1, 2015

Believing in humans leaves me alone with my monsters.

the MONSTRUKTOR

March 1, 2015

Cried,
watching myself,
alone,
without a conductor or master,
without a choir of applause in the recognition of,
while alive,
being awake inside of me.

Fought,
relentlessly fought,
discovered by none and appraised by all,
every single none,
who took time to listen,
to meet,
me.

Cried,
I still do,
but I made it a choir,
of everything I fought to be me,
and give to you.

All.

the MONSTRUKTOR

February 17, 2015

WTF are people doing with their lives on the awesomeness feed of social solitude? Sharing.

the MONSTRUKTOR

January 3, 2015