Somehow I just knew I could do it.
And I did.
I changed the biggest part of my body and found the best result achievable by will alone. I made my mind, about the way I lived, was living, wanted to live and should be living. The result was not surprisingly another goal surpassed (and deserved). From the moment I felt the momentum to the enact fact of sweat and achievement I know by taste the fiber I am made of.
Pushing harder is not the only part of the process. Pushing forward makes the difference and now feels more and more comfortable each time.
The new me is not new, only an evolved conscience of the will I have to be better.