There are a few things that I have to do. Control myself and the urges of instinct is one of the most important to tackle.
The first provision of experience is always discovery and while providing novelty, the debacle of my mind over my mind begins to enunciate the need to impose order, hierarchy and my methodic approach.
I swam again, more precise, focused, aware. I have now more mental grip while naturally flowing through water but I still have to think about it rather than be in it.
There’s inherent a frustration of age and lack of previous interest in swimming but I must assure myself of the path and not of the end result.
There will be enjoyment and fruitful hoarding of the enhanced self throughout the rest of my life.