The calm of the observant – cluttered between the strain of duty and tasks, continuously developing unique dynamics – enhanced and visible to strangers, amplifying the evolving life scene with adjectivally more care for detail and expressive interaction from the stimulated characters. Small hours of dedicated deduction and desire for a deeper sight.

There’s never necessary evil. There’s always effusive displays of tempered anger. There’s sincerity in everything I think, show and do whoever it may hurt, damage and brand for life.

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Gathering the things I need to rule, command, dictate, impose, as kindness and assisted discovery. Constructively assuming power and actively erecting scaffolds everywhere. Expressing irrefutable goals through the eyes of them all.

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Take care of the things you need. Ignore the surplus of life. Gather experiences with the ones who have a role in you. Enjoy the simplest smile you see in the mirror. Overcome anxiety with elegance and poise. Collect nothing you cannot carry with others. Live life learning how to die, and become eternal.

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Trying to tell people that I can do anything but listen to the notifications of a normal life is like assuming they are focused on becoming better than they are.

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There’s a type of anger called focus that people wrongly misconceive with determination that can bring objectives closer to reality.

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I use the memory models in my brain only to question the reality I am seeing with the truth about anything else.

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The value of money is an alternative reality in which this hyper distortion stands deep inside the essence of greed and lack of decorum of the criminals who impose it.

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The accretion is eternal, from the first particle until everything that surrounds me is mine. Compulsively gathering anything in a spherical surface of shreds.

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Erupting, disrupting, assuming and presuming everything I want, need and know to be the fall of the empire of dust. Rise…! Become, from the simple effort of power and take what is eternally mine.

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Estou pronto para tudo, só preciso do meu corpo, presente e capaz e mesmo até esse momento, em que nada mais sou eu, eu sei o que procuro.

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Breakup

What I do everyday is simply my way to communicate with the world. Yes, you!

The importance you had in my life was such that even today, when i’m creating, from thought, i know you are present. So present that I still feel the scars you gave me and left me alone to cure. I feel them as rock rolling while gorging me through the throat of a beast engulfing yet another talented rebel. I feel it!

From the early moments our paths have crossed, i sensed we could have a wonderful time together. Me, glazed with you. You, expecting nothing more than another ambitious boy you knew would fail. I don’t remember the common feeling of that time about ourselves but i know i still admire you for your tenacity and belief in the species you are curating. 

I kept my faith as a man, in this consecutive and symbiotic relation we have accomplished together all this years, but… I’m very sorry, very very and deeply sorry, dear world but this isn’t working for me anymore. I will continue, alone, ascending to the material oblivion of us all, forcing you to tell my story. This will be the regret you will have from me. The only one.

This is not a defeat, a token of my own demise or even a give up shoulder movement of some sort. This is a notice, a letter of self construction and evolution. This is me using you to my own egoselfishpower of expression and creation. This is me saying you don’t have what i need to be with me and be a part of this transcendent path of awareness and enlightenment. Sorry, but you don’t…

I will continue my presence as flesh until i have recycled myself through the elements, as a rite of kindness and share to the ones who i love unconditionally. They deserve it. I will keep them close as particles of me. Inside. Protected with these words of me and you. They know because I have told them.

I know this is hard, but i also know you will overcome this situation with a lot more experience and focus on protecting yourself from the illusions of control you though you could have on a sage. 

Thank you, It was good, but now its going to be even better.

When you change your mind you know where to find me, always!

the MONSTRUKTOR

I create, only to escape the gravitational pull of life and death. I’m another kind of charged particle, bouncing from normally polarized events to unquestionable extra dimensions of reality.

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A redenção dos parvos, acto constituído, complexo e extenso como o discurso de uma sombra, diligente de logro e falso, permanece em todos como sendo óbvia admitir.

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